Standing
in the kitchen this morning I felt excitement was missing from my life, and
instantly a voice said, there is only one reason for happiness – being alive.
When you are alive, everything is possible. I am doing something entirely new from the last several
months – sitting in bed with a hot water bottle, my laptop, and looking at the
brightening day outside, sunshine on the bark of the canary pine tree, on the
pine needles, the broad green leaf with a brown underside of the Magnolia with
its spiky seed pods with bright red seeds that the mocking bird loves. Over on
the ocean the flitter of white wings, not constant, but teasing in its beauty. What
a window we have been given into the world. No, windows. A plethora of them.
How little one needs of nature (compared with its vastness), just a picture
frame worth of images moving, sometimes like clouds on a windless day, but
moving, nevertheless, and never the same, to be in touch with it! To admire and
adore.
Perhaps as Time's Arrow flies forward, the real excitement is in slowing down are gaze, so that we can see each frame with more heightened resolution....and in them we see more of ourselves approaching a new level of inner peace? ! ?
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